December 13,2012

I recently started talking to a man , and we both like eachother and we have gone through this stage already. but he seems to be afraid to get into a relationship. and i know what has happened in his past but i just dont understand why he is so scared. ive told him that if i was going to run i would have already. and i havent. i really like him. its like everytime i see him. i fall in love all over again. i personally think he is the one. but he doesnt know this. i wonder if he is scared because he thinks we would have a good shot at making it in this crazy game., i think he is afraid to fall in love. now i cant push him. and i wont because im not that kind of person. but i really hope this works out. because if for some reason i am wrong and we arent going to be "happily ever after" i would at least like to know that we gave it a shot. i really care about him. i have never felt this way about somebody in my life. and im worried that he is going to slip away from me again. i come from a family that believes you mend it, dont end it. and i would never hurt him. im different from other girls. and i know everybody says that. but all i need to be happy in a relationship is openness and honestly . trust and faithfulness. and i need somebody to want to be with me. and be proud of that fact. but thats not asking alot. i dont care about anything else. its all minor details that just need to be talked about and figured out. and he has said that he likes me. but why wont he allow himself to possibly fall in love again. everyone gets hurt. but he shouldnt sacrifice happiness. i miss him when he isnt around. or doesnt talk to me. i think about him all the time. and i dont know what to do. i wish he knew everything i had going through my head. and i wish i could know what he is thinking. cuz i just dont understand why this is happening the way it is. i just hope it works out for the best because we are both looking for someone exactly like us. if you write it down on paper i dont think anyone would say anythhing but you 2 are ment to be,.i just hope that one day i get to prove to him that i am not going to be that girl.. im gonna be the girl. and show him what love can really be like. . " Never close the door to your heart, when that one person still has a key".


Sincerly:;

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